Sunday, January 18, 2009 8:04 PM
i'm not myself again...
i'm not going home tonight...
i just want to be alone...
crying my eyes out, every now and then...
i'm totally crushed!
i'm feel like a bloody fucked up person!
oh wait...
I AM A LOUSY ASS MOTHERFUCKER RIGHT!
and yes, I'M NOT BEING MYSELF AGAIN !!
crying is the only thing that i do now and then...
for what...
for something i don't wish to say out....
thank you...
thank you sooo much...
maybe this is the red and dying evening....