Tuesday, January 20, 2009 12:19 PM
" I'll do whatever it takes to make that person happy, no matter what happen to me... "
this is who i am,
i'd been living like this for sometime
but when i found out something
before that person tell me, being it a bad thing only...
i won't be myself again...
don't expect me to be cheerfull as much,
expect all fakes!
and when i found out something,
don't hide it, tell me the whole big fat truth about it...
i've been hurt countless of times, i don't mind
it coming back at me again...
but if i ever found out that someone uses me
or do things to me just to get his/her wants...
i'll bet with you that i wont fucking care...
but you will always been in my mind, heart
being the person that i will never want to put my
eyes on ever again...
... being my loved ones ...
and for you!
you don't know what i know about you!
you don't know torture, suffering you brought!
one day, one damn bloody fine day...
all your heartless character will be brought up
again!
cause i'm going to tell you what i know!
whats the thing that makes me do these things!
whats everything that i'm doing now!
oh yes,
you want to know what i do now...
its all tortures, sufferrings!
that will me change into someone i dont
want to be ever again!
and when i do tell you what is the thing...
don't fucking hide it anymore
no more lies, no more truths keeping
inside of your own self...
and don't expect me to be the one "okay"
with it...
i'm not talking about just one person in my life...
just to whom it may fucking concern!
" Fuck the lies, Unscrew the truths... "